I am so un-frickin-believeably tired of waking up every single f*cking morning to more news that someone has died. I’m over it! Enough already! Stop it!
I’m pretty sure that we’ve piled up enough dead people for the rest of the damn year. Or at least I have. And if you have a chronic illness/cancer/ whatever I’m not entirely sure that you shouldn’t be worried about surviving the damn year!
(Okay, I’m being a teeny bit factious, but in truth it’s because my heart is hurting so much right now.)
I got a phone call this morning telling me that my sister-in-law (okay, EX sister-in-law….sort of. The friend/family line is a little blurry) passed away last night.
My heart hurts. This sucks. I’m tired of losing people. In tears, I tell my husband that there has to be an alternate reality at this point where everything is okay, and no one is dead. Three weeks into the damn year and it’s news after news after news and they’re all gone.
I keep telling my kids energy cannot be created or destroyed, so when someone passes away they don’t just vanish. I dunno where they are, but I do know there’s a lot of people there now. And the music must be awesome.