I’m the kind of person that gets locked up inside my own head, so sometimes the simplest and best ways of looking at something don’t immediately occur to me.
If, for example, someone from my past had reappeared in my life and influenced me making decisions that (at the time I thought were good decisions)but maybe didn’t end up being what I needed in the long term but were some how just what I needed then, and because of those decisions I ended up being where I needed to be when I needed to be there, but after all of that, it was time to move on.
What I’m saying if that if I believed in a higher power and miracles, I got one 3 1/2 years ago and I was just where I needed to be when I tore the cartilage in my hip, and found the #2 surgeon in the country. And now it’s time for me to move on and see what the rest of the universe has in store for me. I needed to be in Michigan for my hip surgery, but that doesn’t mean that I shouldn’t realize that the promises made to me were just lies in disguise. And I need to see them for what they are. And I need to know that the people that made promises to me are who I thought they were ten years ago.
People change, but seldom.